Is it possible?

Is it even possible to just be friends with someone you love? Is it possible to live that way, knowing the person you love is with someone else? Knowing the person you love is in love with someone else...when he loved you before she ever came into his life, and now you're just a friend?

Is it ever possible to move on from feeling the greatest feeling on earth, but not have it reciprocated? Is it worth doing things to take care of him so he knows you care and wanna love him, while he already knows you do, yet still have someone else on his side, on his bed, on his mind besides you...and still be his friend?

Is it possible to get anymore hurt than feeling this love for someone who used to care about you in the same way you care about him now, but not feel that way about you anymore even when you feel even stronger for him now than ever before?

They say it takes courage to love. They also said that when you love someone, sometimes you have to let them go if it means that they'll be happy. But what about my happiness? I deserve love too. What if I don't want him to let go because I don't wanna let go of him?

Is it possible to let go and get through? Is it possible to get passed the pain and have someone other than myself love me passed the pain?

I know it is, but right now, I'm just not ready to move past it yet. I need some time to think and feel. One step at a time. One day at a time.