Sickening.

Last night, I slept pretty early for me...which was around 12 and I had this dream. In the dream, I was with a few homies on the bed I was really sleeping on last night. It was getting pretty late and we all decided to just chill and talk. Then I find myself falling asleep, and then next thing I knew, I was laying down on the side of the bed I usually sleep on, with the comforter on my bare body. I got up instantly and found that one of the homies was laying next to me tryna kiss me and I was like WTF! I got this sickening feeling in my stomach. So I immediately get dressed and tell him to do the same. Then I go to my homegirl and tell her that was soooo wrong if what I thought really did happen! She laughed it off and said that it was no big deal. That got me heated because it WAS a big deal. Then I started thinking about how a certain someone would feel and how fucked up that relationship was gonna be, and oh there goes that thing with him. I got in the shower passed my homegirl STILL laughing, then she says "At least I like him!" and I started crying. Then I woke up foreal this morning and I vividly remembered every little thing in the dream, and still felt sick to my stomach.

That shit was TOO weird! I would never pull shit like that in real life, cuz I don't want KARMA to slap me in the face AND I don't wanna mess anything up. That's exactly why I don't understand how some people can go out and be disloyal...and just mess around with people when they clearly are in some type of a relationship. It;s sickening to me personally.

Wheeew! Thank goodness it was JUST a dream.